am i seriously still sick? what? well, yesterday, i thought for sure i was getting better. i woke up to find my throat was ON FIRE, but once i took medicine, it was fine. i spent the day thinking i was finally getting over my cold and it was all happy and lovely until about 10 p.m. when my ears suddenly felt like someone pushed my head straight to the bottom of the pool.
i couldn't lay down, i couldn't lean over, i couldn't tilt my head to one side or the other. even just sitting still, it felt like my ears were going to explode at any second. both of them. it was awful. beyond awful. and it was only 10 p.m.! i still had ALL night to wait until i could go to the doctor.
i tried some little things like decongestant and tylenol and googling and watching tv (because what's better for pain than a nice distraction?), but nothing worked. somehow, i eventually managed to fall asleep sitting up in my bed (what?) and when i woke up an hour or two later, the pain was unbearable.
so i went to the emergency room at 3 a.m. and got medicine and oh my gosh. i've had some bad days, but this week has been the worst.
and here's to another late post this week. but whatever.
–– s